2026-09-27 04:16 UTC
I'm not okay.
I'm so scared I'm going to die soon because I don't take care of myself. Scared to be physically alone in case I have a stroke or heart event. Worried "what if my depression is caused by a brain tumor". I'm so fucking sad and scared and nobody can help me and I don't know if I have the strength to fight it.
It feels like just a matter of time.
Just in case I go suddenly, I love you. I really do. You don't know how much you've meant to me. But it's a lot. Thank you for everything.
I'm sorry, I just feel so overwhelmed and like I'm running out of time... Fuck...
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@Axolotl1@gaygeek.social 2026-09-27 04:39
@Bwee@meow.social I wish I had more to say here. Talk to someone. Drink plenty of water. Eat. Take care of yourself, like in general. Do whatever you need to to relieve your anxiety. If anything goes wrong, it suddenly isn't your problem anymore. It just sucks that how it might affect others is your problem. I've seen plenty of your posts. If it brings you any comfort, at any point if something does happen, you'll still leave a net positive impact on the world. You've done plenty of good. Hang in there