@Bwee@meow.social I wish I had more to say here. Talk to someone. Drink plenty of water. Eat. Take care of yourself, like in general. Do whatever you need to to relieve your anxiety. If anything goes wrong, it suddenly isn't your problem anymore. It just sucks that how it might affect others is your problem. I've seen plenty of your posts. If it brings you any comfort, at any point if something does happen, you'll still leave a net positive impact on the world. You've done plenty of good. Hang in there