I failed the #LDS #mormon #Church. I ran away as a teenager because I was afraid of serving a #mission. I was told that if I didn't serve a mission I wouldn't be able to hold leadership positions and no woman would ever want me. It was too much pressure for #autistic me. Then I had my records removed because the #missionaries kept finding me everywhere I moved and I couldn't handle the shame. I wonder how my life would have been if I had been what #God expected me to be. #christ #christianity