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  could anyone host me at the beginning of juna in Tallinn? I'd like to Baltic pride but have never went to Estonia before

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  weee I got a new unaffordably expensive camera!!! 4mins of footage at 16fps is 60€ in film plus 50€ development and scan

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  as a saxophonist I can confim the accuracy of the alt text. also I really need one of those, its so awkward having to practice in the local parc RE: https://jorts.horse/users/sluttymayo/statuses/116579023270862784

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  oh I never posted about how the sauna sidequest turned out! it's quite cute and apparently quite fun to use (I hadn't had a chance to try it myself yet) it goes up to 60°c and can be used by up to 4 people. I do want to paint the outside one day... maybe graffiti would be cute?

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  technology!

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  Is it hedonism to live from one day to the next, filling my entire existence with lots of silly side quests and activities that don't really accomplish anything useful, just so that i can run away from my existential fears - perhaps from everything- by being "productive" because i feel that if I ever rest, I cannot handle being alone for every idle minute (bedrotting and spiraling due to exhaustion / my body giving up on the nonstop stress) I am in agonizing mental turmoil and the...

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  just played the worst gig of my life. were infront of the central train station for some victory day event. there's a stage with boring speeches, and two pavilions: one for beer and one for a really awful DJ. we were supposed to play two sets but like... nobody was there. like maybe 20people just standing there and a few tourists filming and this one annoying camera man getting right up my face. so like zero energy at all. also our percussionists didn't show up which also removed a lot o...

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  robotgirl with an eink visor. updating her facial expression takes 1-2minutes and she's always a bit late on understanding any joke

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  breaking news, running around since 10am transporting like 100kg of ewaste by foot/bike, then carrying up furniture 4 flights of stairs, then assembling said ikea furniture all on one monster energy drink, a chocolate croissant and two popsickles might lead to loss of emotional control later in the day and unreasonable levels of frustration/anger. The more you know! (i later ate a pizza and 7veggie fishsticks (silly concept tbh) and took a long bath... im still hungry and still kinda angy at th...

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  I have a gig in another city today. Payment as usual is... "catering and free entrance" bruv. can't wait for my single sandwich that tastes like sand! but also I misjudged when the bus is coming so I'm gonna miss the train and be an hour late so ... anyways who cares about anything I wanna go home and sleep

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  Sometimes I have an urge to isolate myself. sometimes I conclude that I rly should leave some community, that I shouldn't talk to some people anymore, that I shouldn't bring up specific topics anymore. sometimes I just want to stop. but for some reason I never manage to do it properly. maybe I lack discipline or something?I always just doing half way which brings the pain of isolation without the benefits. and I feel guilty and hate myself for not being able to stick to myself... its we...

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  my goofy ass outfit for the carnival gig thing today (I thought its gonna be warmer)

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  French speakers often ask me which pronouns I prefer. They expect 'iel' or maybe 'al'. But I've decided that my pronouns are 'on'. then they usually get angry and frustrated, saying I'm breaking the whole language system and that's super hard. then I usually reply "boohoo!! French is hard for you now?". I prefer people don't talk about me in French. if they really need to its 'on'. I think breaking the french language with my pronoun cho...

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  I wish people talked more about themselves. I don't wanna always be the only one yapping but I also don't know the right questions to get ppl to tell stuff

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  does anyone know what this kind of wagon is? (the white ones) #trains #trainautism

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  a little boy, maybe 6 years old, came up to me in the tram with his mother and asked if there's an instrument in my big box. I showed him my tenor saxophone and he found it very cool and pretty. he asked me if i played a concert and i tried to explain what a marchingband is. then he told me that I look very tired. kinda wholesome. made me smile :3

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  one of my cisguy flatmates told me he likes my outfit. I need a change asap this is bad

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  my local trans community is tearing itself apart over a really stupid disagreement. people are so vicious and the underhanded and devious ways people attack each other and refuse to take anything at good faith is depressing. the drama has been going on for nearly a week and I am disgusted as I have friends "on both sides" (it has really come to that level of witchhunting). its sad to see honestly. I didn't like the way the organization was running itself and there were many struct...

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  I've been watching Frieren with my girlfriend for a while. We just started season two and its ... so bad. I am quite sad about it, i really liked the show but its barely watchable so far. Does it get better?

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  Hi, fedi 👋 I wanted to tell ya'll about my recent escapades and side quests but unfortunately i got some technical issues rn preventing me from it for now. But rest assured: ive been doing quite badly this week due to huge ammounts of drama and as a result of such i took a break of sorts which always leads to weird and wacky adventures. Coming up soon: fuji does some woodworking. fuji does some horrible electrical installs. fuji finishes the terrifying sauna. fuji is scared of realizing how...

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  Nofuj side quest report! My girlfriend is moving into a new apartment and I'm helping a bit with the renovation work that needs to be done. It's quite a dodgy place but its super cheap so i consider it fair. I wanted to install some outlets in her computer desk but since i dont trust the outlets / wiring in this apartment like at all i decided to get the electicity from the closest distribution box which happens to be in the kitchen. I'm merrily installing a cable channel and then op...

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  side quest: operation late night sofa snatch! we tried getting a new sofa for our apartment! One of my flatmates found this bad girl lying in the parking lot behind a local convenience store. forces were quickly mobilized and at exactly 11pm a group of 6 people departed from our shared home to pick it up. we walked in single file illuminating the path through the pushes and the dodgy stairs I cut into the hill using our phones. just after leaving the house someone asks "does anyone have any...

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  I love this. I need this.

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  a week ago I did a load of laundry: my big weighted blanket, a bathrobe and two of my wool pullovers. I then promptly forgot about it, leaving it in the washing machine for an unknown duration of time, maybe days. some flatmate eventually pulled it out of the machine (soaking wet) and put it all in a plastic box in which it sat for a week in a small puddle of water. I unfortunately only now remembered the existence of my laundry and when I came looking for it, all the clothes (originally white)...

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  hiii at the end of this month I'm going to be in Innsbruck (Austria) for a little festival. I'm a bit torn on whether I want to go and I kinda want to drag my gf along. anywaysssss anyone here from Innsbruck? I'd love to meet some ppl and every trip is worth it if there's silly trans creatures at the end of it!

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  update: my estrogen pens are so fucking cool I love them so much! I did like 5 injections the last week alone, just by showing off how cool they are. (they're quite cool)

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  Which cat are you today?

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  Forcefemming just hasn't been that fun anymore recently. I suppose my rampart brainworms aren't helping with that :( (Never should've went on /tttt/ in the first place) Maybe I should take a break for a while

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  I went to the flixbus terminal with my gf to tell her goodbye on her trip. I am quote envious coz she's gonna breakfast in Hamburg at my favorite restaurant and I yearn for some good food (Brussels just sucks food wise). Anyways as its quite late my options for getting home are quite limited. I planned to stay the night on a friends couch but I don't wanna so I run to the metro to make my way home. I go to the wrong platform, the tram goes in the wrong direction so I go to the other dire...