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  Feeling alone and broken. There’s no escaping from my own thoughts.

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  That really was a convoluted rant from me. Saturdays are really just not my days. All the worst stuff happens on a Saturday. My worst nature surfaces on Saturdays. I wonder why that is? Maybe too much time to think.

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  Woohoo I did manage to go back to sleep for a bit. Wasn’t a lot, but something is better than nothing.

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  Another unusual development now the quetiapine feels as though it’s wearing off, and that I will need to bring up with my psychiatrist today is that I have started hearing voices in my mind. They’re random, like walking down the street and catching snippets of strangers’ conversations. They’re not constant but odd. Im guessing it’s a medication effect. Or maybe something more serious. I don’t know.

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  I talk too much and need to keep my mouth shut. I’m sorry I’ve been such a pain in the ass on here. I’ve been doing the same in person and I must be driving every one crazy.

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  After the excitement of last night, I’ve spent this afternoon in my room relaxing and listening to music. It’s been a pleasant way to spend the afternoon.

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  Lunch of bacon and cheese quiche with salad and relish. Dessert was a lamination. All was delicious.

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  Typical high blood pressure reading, high heart rate, panicked students. Also had the please of having my meds dispensed by students today too.

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  I can feel Myself deteriorating in real time. At this stage I don’t even care anymore. I just want this over with but im too much of a coward to do anything about it.

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  Think I’ve just lost my job.