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  ghost in the margarine

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  i uh... i just watched a guy in a visibility vest use a saw on a telescope pole on a large pine branch four meters up… while standing right under it. with the expected outcome. luckily it just grazed him

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  7yo took a picture of me and then sent me this lolol

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  i've been annoyed with my legs refusing the HRT, thinking that it's another way my body's reacting in an unusual way. but after starting some "proper" running sessions plus resistance training, and having to redesign the leg exercises again and again because i'm way ahead of what i was made to expect, i've realised i just have very strong legs… which makes sense i guess with how much i've used them in the last 35 year it's a really nice reframe once i saw i...

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  i don't post much. but when i do, i still don't post much

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  swedish elections soon. it's nice being outside of that whole thing for the first time in two decades. except for the posters on lawns everywhere and some flyers in my mailbox i haven't really noticed the campaigning at all. i usually ended up taking a few steps back right around the elections because i couldn't stand the intensity and exposure of it all, but actually being completely out of the loop is a very different experience

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  it's just very odd how cis people have sort of invented their own language for talking about trans people, which they consider proper and respectful towards us, while we kind of don't really think that it is. sometimes i've even seen them police each other

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  sitting on the sofa with a fan right in front of me and all the windows shut. i should be cleaning my house right now but there temperature outside is 5° above what it is in here and i'm just not in camp thermodynamics at this point in time

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  transphobes seem to think women and men are different species altogether, and i think that explains a lot about them

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  "they're not far-right, they're nationalist socialist" is one of the most comically ignorant talking points i've ever encountered in political discourse

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  i'll probably never understand the inner workings of middle class people. like, there's this dude who's a nazi with the salutes and everything, who practices eugenics privately, who's openly transphobic, homophobic and racist, who's created a white supremacist AI that spreads antisemitic conspiracy theories while also being used for autonomously deciding who to kill, including school bombings, and on top of it all he's under investigation for producing literal effing CSAM...

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  before transitioning i could hardly regulate my temperature at all, and anything above 21°C would more or less incapacitate me but now it's HRT day 1410 and i just took an hour long walk in a sunny 30°C and a light breeze, and i feel fine! i did not expect transitioning to not only reveal a nervous system disorder but also significantly fix it. sometimes i wonder if my body might actually be even more trans than i am 😙

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  daniel berntsson, one of mullvad's two founders and owners, has donated millions to a local fascist/populist party. (swedish link to flamman, a socialist news site) the örebro party are mainly known for using unusually aggressive rhetorics and racism. in the article, berntsson specifically mentions supporting the örebro party's politics of forced repatriation of swedish citizens born abroad.

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  i sometimes end up in front of a tv with ad breaks (including youtube's own app) and it's such a jarring experience, i can't believe i was once acclimatised to watching stuff like that

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  suddenly: self-isolatingfeeling very lonelydrained of mental energy and struggling to get out of bed at allcan (almost exclusively) remember only days when i've felt just like thistook me a while to spot it but, yes this must be some dissociative stuff going on

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  what's even neater about this is that since gravity and time are the same phenomenon (thanks einstein), time flows slower in high gravity areas! just a fraction of a millisecond per century, but still https://vis.social/@infobeautiful/116489512859568959

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  oof, feels like nothing ever happens, but what's actually happening is that nothing really changes, although things are constantly changing, but they are like changing in the same way all the time iykwim? anyway with how much it is changing ask the time it is exhausting trying to adapt to this perpetually unpredictable flood of chaotic sameness, wasn't noise supposed to be relaxing. did i accidentally get punk life noise instead of the pink one

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  this meme showed up and i assumed it was a mockup... but no. lol haven't finished watching but i already wanna do it too

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  i've been running out of supplements and haven't had enough money lately for refills, so i've been able to learn more about their effects two weeks ago i ran out of NAC, one week ago the multivitamins with methylated b vitamins. and since yesterday i'm back to the way i was before autumn last year when i started taking them: struggling to get up and move around the house, needing at least an hour or two just to get out the door for a walk. i'm sleepy all the time even though...

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  another jasmine moment, after we've just decided i'm going to get trauma therapy psychotherapist: "this has been in the pipeline for some time now!" jasmine (happily): "yeah it really has haha!!" jasmine (internally): "wait wait what? it has!?"

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  this was a challenging and exhausting day. but i brought my best self and did really good :blobcathearts:

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  random reminder that ace people can have sex and non-binary people can have computers

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  me using a women's deodorant for a decade because i didn't realise men's deodorants were labeled "MEN" and kept in a separate section in the store, and also because the smell made me feel happy instead of sad and icky

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  one funny thing i've noticed is how when i talk about my experiences with psychological abuse like gaslighting and DARVO etc, strangers will occasionally show up to talk at length about how i'm actually wrong in what i'm saying, implying that it's really just in my head, and what i'm saying is actually kind of offensive to them, and so on you know? and that's funny because i guess it's another mind reading method! when i talk about being exposed to that kind of abuse...

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  :ablobcatbongo: :ablobcatrave:

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  heeey, when i started taking estradiol i stopped getting lint in my bellybutton! never thought about it until just now when i saw a reddit post about it

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  part of my approach to getting through the trans healthcare gatekeeping here is to lookup all the staff i encounter on facebook, to check their political posts etc. it's useful to know who i'm dealing with. as a side-effect i pick up some stuff about their private lives too, but whatever, they made public posts about it so it's all good so late at night yesterday i got a tinder notification about someone having swiped right on me. and it's my GIC doctor's partner

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  stairs are just floors with extra steps

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  J.K. Rowling Escapes Insane Asylum Sightings of a barefoot, straightjacket-clad individual who matched Rowling’s description were reported just hours after her escape. Terrified witnesses said this person sprinted into open traffic and jumped onto the hoods of vehicles, screaming, “This highway is for biological females only!” and “You’ll never be a biological woman! You’re a car!”

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  Look at this very alarming graph. There are literally no studies on what's behind the dramatic increase in the number of cisgender people since the mid-20th century. Cisgender people control global politics, run the world economy and are behind every war in history. It is time to take the cis issue very seriously. We must pull the brakes on the number of cis people until we know more about why there are so many of them all of a sudden. There are several co-morbidities that need to be thorou...