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  Wrote another three thousand words sense the last post but are much rougher But I am enjoying writing it for now

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  I understand the premise is sort of disturbing but it makes me think about a lot of stuff in new ways and if I can refine it and make it work may finally finished my first novel.

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  #art #traditionalart first drawing I have done in a long time

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  #xteink made a lock screen for an epub reader using amano art

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  xteink x4 (short clif notes review of reading tablet) Love this device the most elegant piece of cheaper electronics hardware you can buy (except maybe a miyoo mini plus) It is project gutenburgs best friend. I have the font set to large and it show about a short paragraph on screen at a time. Turns reading an addictive and easy habit that helps detox from YouTube and other addictive predatory media that has the world into dawn of the dead. I really love this thing more detailed review later

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  I have been journaling a lot lately in A5 recycled kraft journals... about my life and also developing creative projects in. This process seems to work for me. I am still working on my novel though had some personal problems that made me go off and be introspective and such. Main projects on the go are... 1 primordial maximum (my novel) 2 Grim metal bedlam (my skirmish toy solders game in the same setting). also trying to make the rpg in the same setting star punks in the same book.

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  Spent the last couple of hours researching refrence art for the aether storm deck for grim metal bedlam. Though I have also been calling it the deck of many consequences. Mechanically psychic abilities are kinda like a deck building game. Narratively they are channeling from the same source of power. Also working on a resident evil inspired inventory for for the models. The of grim metal bedlam is have as elegant a system as possible then disrupt if like nightmare chess kinda.

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  #minaturepainting #miniatures #54mm

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  Saw the new Mario movie and really enjoyed it

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  #miniatures #miniaturepainting #fantasy

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  #collage #art #illustarion call this one Mona Lisa at peace with the situation

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  I sculpted and painted little mushrooms for the base of the dwarf’s #miniatures #miniaturepainting

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  I always wanted to learn to carve wood I think this is a pretty solid first attempt at whittling and I am content with it. Now… I must learn to sharpen knives… Anyway peace and love #whittling #craft

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  I am thinking of adapting grim metal bedlam to a mork bork based skirmish system kinda like for hidden psalm but I am not a lawyer… can anyone give me the cliff notes of how an open license works? I have spent years developing the setting and don’t want to lose the ownership of my setting. Or get sued for not checking a box. All help is appreciated #morkborg #openlicense

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  been really obsessed with plastiboo and strangehouse this is obviously under there influence. #art #noai #mixedmedia

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  first one of the plastiboo influenced sketches I feel like I made suit my vibe #art #characterdesign #punk #sciencefiction #illustration

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  just a small update on some projects and such #blog #blogger https://m1a1-thesockmonkey.blogspot.com/2026/08/daily-blog-8-18-26.html

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  I am also am currently reading Peter watts novel blindsight and Adam Johnson’s the orphan masters son. And last but not least the power of the dog by don Winslow.

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  Took a break from blogging the last few days mostly because I am tired of dwelling on the past and my mental illness. But have thought of writing some book reviews tonight. I normally wait a while to process my thought but may be fun to process some opinions publicly.

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  Increasingly I think of paranoid schizophrenia as non consensual ego death. Where you can feel the very inclination towards a verifiable sense of self as a delusion all the while that belief is the delusion. #MentalIllness #paranoidschizophrenia

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  “Human beings are predatory animals when they are functioning. I am a broken animal surrounded by apex predators that discredit my complaints of hostility.” Something that slipped out in a conversation with my uncle.

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  Neurons that fire together, wire together.

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  Shibumi review for those interested. #blog #blogger #bookreview https://m1a1-thesockmonkey.blogspot.com/2026/04/shibumi-by-trevanian-thoughts-and.html

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  New book review for those interested. #blog #blogger #bookreview #scifi #peterwatts https://m1a1-thesockmonkey.blogspot.com/2026/04/blindsight-by-peter-watts-thoughts-and.html

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  New blog for those interested. #killbill #moviereview #filmanalysis https://m1a1-thesockmonkey.blogspot.com/2026/04/kill-bill-vol-1-and-vol-2-thoughts-and.html

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  Went to emergency room last night over infection and then took Luna to the vet this morning so we are both on antibiotics.

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  Today’s adventure in being a sentient being includes: listening to the wild hearts and Devin Townsend. About to finish Kurt Vonneguts book breakfast to champions (might be one of the most bitter things I have ever read.) And trying to get more consistent with prayer and meditation on the word as a daily thing again. “Will rock you like a boomerang!” - the renaissance men.

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  The fact that ginger wildheart is not more famous breaks my heart #songoftheday #music https://youtu.be/-6N41Wr3g-A?si=7kwk_piR3k65jCLv

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  Meds are making me a little dizzy today not sure why but not feeling good

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  Non consensual ego death is the idea that paranoid schizophrenics lose traction with objective reality and then lose social standing and become lost or victims of functioning people. The idea is that you lose your sense of self and contemporary therapy encourages people to reality test. Buttons schizophrenic who has had sustained psychosis they have lost there sense of self and need active assistance to help rebuild it and none of this can happen without stopping active symptoms.