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  You know what, I need that brain fog. I'm starting to remember my childhood, and it's cringe asf. Brain fog, please come back! #cptsd

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  I would use this on my Mac systems BTW: https://www.moamenbasel.com/PureMac/ #PureMac #Mac #macOS #macbook #macbookair #macbookpro #macbookneo #AwesomeMac #Apple

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  I prepared everything for switching to Apple devices in the future so I deleted Android + Winzort combination. Fuuuck now I have to recreate my list kek Pure agony...

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  My antisocial behaviours have gotten worse since age 15. I'm always 50/50 somehow. Sometimes everything is okay then sometimes I'm just losing my mind. This pattern never went away even though I changed so many things in my life. My last psychiatrist diagnosed me with borderline but I don't know considering how shitty my life is. I can't hide this pattern anymore. People around me are realizing it. Therapists don't give a fuck anyways. I'm not dangerous but this shi...

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  I got called "nazi" for being a transmedicalist. Then people wonder why I stay away from %99 of trans people. All the transmeds I know are far-leftist too. I'm tired of brainwashed ignorant trans people... #transmedicalism

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  Schools don't teach you anything. Schools are a scam. Especially in Canada.

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  I stopped eating too. My sister just said I lost weight. I don't even sleep due to stress. I wish I was never born... Nobody gives a fuck about me...

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  I can start hating my repper mindset. I'm safe in Canada. I can be myself again. I don't have to repress myself anymore. Yeah. ♥️ I'm safe.

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  Feel free to join my new Transmedicalist space on Matrix: #transmedicalism-:unredacted.org #matrix #element #matrixrooms #matrixroom #trans #transgender #transsexual #TS #transmedical #transmedicalism #hrt #diyhrt #LGBT

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  I'm getting flashbacks from violence in my family, and I'm shocked how come I didn't ask for help. When I told what happened in the home to my peers they were all shocked. Every time I remember these flashbacks I'm getting traumatized, sad, and angry again... And my family took me to a therapist like "why is this kid depressed?", they never mentioned their violence against me... I couldn't mention either because they told me "never tell what happens inside...

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  @randahl@mastodon.social I hope we join EU. We're fucked so bad.

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  Since age 15, I did my best to find out what was wrong with me. Just because I couldn't find out everything at age 15 doesn't mean having a shitty body is my fault now. I did my best, and remember I'm from eastern Turkiye. Zero education, zero vision. I already knew what my peers didn't know. I was still improving myself but it took too long sadly... Nothing is my fault. I could do better yes but this is just a possibility. Now I have to cope with being an ogrehon.

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  Gay men most of the time are the most vulnerable letter of LGBT. Hate crimes mostly target them. People still use the word "gay" as a slur. Homophobia is still very acceptable globally. I'm feeling like we're not talking about this enough. Year is 2026, and gay men are still avoiding holding each other's hands in the public. #gay #gaymen #gayman #homophobia #misandry #MenAlsoHaveFeelings #LoveIsLove #LGBT

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  Any way to listen to high-res music for free? I couldn't find anything on fmhy.net #fmhy #music #song #songs #HiRes #bluetooth

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  Chinese technology is unbeatable.

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  @randahl@mastodon.social hopefully one day we will do the same at the Kremlin. #FuckPutin

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  Honor mogs base iPhone: https://www.gsmarena.com/compare.php3?idPhone1=14231&idPhone2=14050#diff-

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  RE: https://infosec.exchange/@0x00string/116870527667309850 Mood

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  OMG, MacBook Pro starts from $2800 CAD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST! It was like $2000 CAD!

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  Long ramus #ramus #longramus #beauty #androgyny

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  "cis women also hate their bodies" None of them look like a troon so it's impossible for them to be ugly. If you're a cis woman, and if you doubt you look bad, then you don't. You can't look worse than a trans woman.

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  Yeah my ribcage and shoulders are EXTREMELY masculine sadly. Even the pelvis widening didn't save my ass. Uhhhh fuck this life...

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  Lonely people of Mastodon, why are you lonely? #AskMastodon #AskFedi #AskFediverse #Mastodon #Question #Questions #Ask #Lonely

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  I agree, physical buttons are more distracting than screens. "Lack of physical buttons force you to leave your eyes from the road." I leave my eyes from the road in both cases, stfu old man. https://boards.4chan.org/o/thread/29009326 #4chan #driving #car #cars

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  I thought I learned so many things on Mastodon but turns out Mastodon is just 4chan with extra words. IDK, I'm mostly nerdy so I use Mastodon for socializing and sharing my thoughts as being lonely kills. #4chan #Mastodon

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  I am not interested in dating anyone because I know only eggs date trans women. They come to you for "dating" then they start questioning their gender, some even know they are trans but just coming to trans women, marrying them then coming out as trans years later. The science behind this is, they don't answer this question before dating a trans woman "Do I love trans women, or do I want to be one of them?" If you didn't know you're trans, it is okay, but if yo...

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  Damn, testosterone was extremely powerful BTW. Fuck the gender/sex, just focus on science part. It's like shell premium fuel. Testosterone makes you ugly but shit is insane. I remember at age 18, I raced with my friends while running and I passed all of them, and they were even shocked how come I was too fast. (That amount of strength was normal to me so I ignored it, mostly my female classmates told me this.) I was able to do push-ups non-stop for 50 times. I was doing pull-ups 20 time...

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  It is fucking insane that all I can do is crying...

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  FlightGear should be using AGPLv3 instead of GPLv3. #LibreSoftware #FlightGear #FlightSim #aviation #sim #simulator #simulation #gaming #gayming #flight #aircraft

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  I think the lack of strict laws is forcing people to vote for the far-right sometimes. Like why keep a rapist "refugee" in a country? https://europeanconservative.com/articles/news-corner/sweden-presses-un-to-allow-deportation-of-rapists-with-refugee-status/