now instead of taking drugs when i'm not doing well i just cry into my pillow a little bit or hug my boyfriend. he loves me and i love him. hey you loser stinky neet incels did i mention i have a boyfriend who loves me and friends who care about me? you should just get them it's soooo easy /s okay that's mean but srsly it's worth the effort i kept trying for years slowly building this up and losing people. but now that i have it i wouldn't trade it for the world. it's okay to meet people online if u struggle at meeting people irl. if you talk to enough new people online, you'll run into some people near you. even in a tiny weird country you wouldn't expect like in latvijā