@billgoats@bitbang.social When I read > Q: Melanie, you don't feel great now, you didn't feel great when you finished, and you were feeling dread at the beginning and worried about hypothermia. Why did you do this? > > A: I guess I thrive on self-loathing ... I remembered the three kinds of fun that @BuschnicK@mastodon.gamedev.place taught me about.