You know those moments, in a really good story, when you hit an inflection point and everything changes? I almost wish that I could live within those moments. I think of B5, BSG, and Attack on Titan. If you know any of those stories, you know the moments I'm thinking about. I think it's an autistic thing. Some part of my mind attaches to one of these moments and then I find myself listening to some piece of music from the show on infinite repeat when I'm deliberately trying to lock in and hyperfocus on something. I "learned" this habit decades before I was diagnosed. The diagnosis created so many "aha" moments afterward—for instance, recognizing this behavior as decidedly autistic. #actuallyaudhd #actuallyautistic