@sotolf@polymaths.social Yeah, I'm not sure how I got here. I think part of it is the ADHD hypercompetent response to traumatic events, we turn into heroes when things are crazy bad, and revert to babbling incoherent messes when things are just slightly bad 🤣 Another part of it is trust issues with family and friends. For complicated and unfortunate reasons, I never completely felt comfortable just completely losing my shit around them, and when alone, I just tended to avoid the emotional stuff because it was unbearable. :/ I'm in therapy, though. Hopefully my therapist will slap me around with an emotional 2x4 (5x10cm? 😂) today.