RE: https://social.treehouse.systems/@Elizafox/117327595554488287 & https://social.treehouse.systems/@Elizafox/117327636609324738 by @Elizafox@social.treehouse.systems this. i'm feeling so much much of this. also, this: https://mk.catgirlsfor.science/notes/arjh8udb1nai15se by @lis@mk.catgirlsfor.science i'm now filtering out "KDE", "AI", "LLM" and "LLMs" from my timeline for like a week because i can't fucking do this anymore what the fuck happened to my timeline? hell, more pressing: what the fuck happened to us? i know it should be just as easy as "just look away" but listen, as much as i'm kind of ashamed of it, fedi is kinda my only outlet at the moment. i'm quite mentally unwell, not to say that i feel like i'm in the process of loosing my goddamn mind. so yeah, i keep saying "i hate this place, i'm thinking of leaving" and that type of stuff, but I keep being on here, because despite me, this is currently literally my only space. and this discourse feels like it's pretty much the only thing that i'm seeing. i'm not innocent, i participated in this whole thing, i fed this absolute trashfire, i tried to course correct but the damage is done. and believe me, i'm so fucking sorry. what an absolute mess this whole thing is. it's now pure friendly fire, we're all just fucking burning each other out. nothing productive is being done. nothing new is being said. some of you are so fucking pissed off that you're literally making shit up to be angry about. once again, i'm begging some of you to please take a step back from all of this. it's getting scary, like, for real people.