Looking at the state of the world what weighs heaviest on me is that I just don’t understand it. From a rational perspective I get the various interests. Why the harm done to Y is to the benefit of Z. Why having power is cool. Why money is great to have. Why the short term is more fun than the long term. All the yadas. But when I approach it from my heart, on that deep emotional level, my id perhaps, I do not understand how we as humans can do what we do. It just does not compute.