I'm in a very weird mood. I am in a transitionary period, so part of my motivation has stalled but I'm still extremely excited about some new stuff that I've been working on: some I can't discuss yet and some that are scheduled to be published (which you can go and find already since my blog source is on github). But anyway, I find it strange that I cannot control my own motivations as much as I would think. There's an interesting cycle that I suspect is healthy to follow and respect. I'm guessing that if I break through this will forcibly I will just end up burning myself out.