been a while since I journaled. It's funny. I'm running out of things to do on my stream so I might get back into game dev again lol. I created and bug fixed a lot of things. I uploaded a couple shorts. did some other cool stuff. Like what else is there to do? I am almost done with my model, finished my XML website, finished my chat overlay, made it so easy to edit videos now (vertical format + horizontal for longer things), multistreamed everything, the jumpcutter is complete, and all of this while streaming and working a full time job (32+ hours a week) also the most badass bedroom ever. I'm proud of myself. Stepped away from that shithole with my ass mother and now look at me. Always learning. Always mastering. I'll soon be great with C. That's rad. That's not so say I haven't had issues. good fucking lord every time I try to do something I want or would benefit me it either crumbles or it's the most challenging shit ever. I'm not backing down though. I don't think a hard ball can be thrown at me. Not with my skill & diverseness of the platforms im on. yeah.