Life is such a mess. I had some fun yesterday. I had a good performance today with my music school buddies on the reunion concert. And I still can't feel feel good about it. I did all the work the past few weeks and it was worth entertaining almost 300 people with it, mostly strangers. I bought a few books on Buddhist views on health, recovery, though moments and compassion. But I'm still unable to read books properly. So many stupid decisions. That's the end of my rant for this weekend. Stay awesome.