@echedellelr@soc.masfloss.net two NL exes, onto the CPTSD filter NL goes The second one was one of my strongest BPD feelings in basically ever, the only reason why I'm not broken more and can shitpost like this is DrugsThe relationship lasted shorterI have a support network now (somewhat) The only attachment I ever had that compared was to another ex, who is now a friend and I feel zero BPD stuff towards now (still jokingly call her xanax fuel tho, I used to have really bad flashbacks... She is gonna wear a "I gave my ex(s) CPTSD" pin to 40C3! And I made the design! It's the favicon for https://ity.pet/favicon.ico . the old one was a picture... Of blood from the one that abandoned me) A few came close, but none exceeded it besides her ig.