I don't want to use LLMs, even though my employer is paying a subscription and encouraging me to use them. I don't want to use them for ethical reasons. I don't want to use them for practical reasons. I do not know how to approach this because I fear retribution. I already feel alienated. So many colleagues seem bright-eyed and bushy-tailed about their use. I feel like I am watching a slow burning dumpster fire. #AI #GenAI #LLM