I'm hyped for some reason and I don't exactly know why... I didn't take anything unusual aside from a coffee... Like I can't stay still? I have no idea what's going on. Physically I'm feeling awful. Maybe it's the #SSRI medication kicking in? Finally after over a week? So far it's only made me miserable with various side effects. The worst thing is that I'm on holiday now and now is really not the time for me to feel physically unwell. #autism #actuallyautistic