I know my life's a failure. I just want the strength to push on a little bit longer, to tie up a couple of loose ends so maybe there's something someone will remember me for. The world is full of amazing people. I was taught from a very young age that I don't even count as people, let alone amazing. It's been a privilege, later in life, to have crossed paths with and even walked alongside some of the amazing ones. But it's always been a struggle for me. The end of my path is in sight. It will be good to be able to rest.