There is a character, which after i realised that i’m trans, who is literally me, even has same name. As far as i remember, this is a video game or anime character, but after searching online for character with this name, i did not found anything closely related to what i remember. Maybe i just got a mandela effect, that my mind just merged features of several characters into one, so i dont really know who that character was, but at least i am myself.