I... wouldn't use this as lube, because I wouldn't want to just inflict this on a partner with no warning... ... but I find tiger balm on the nuts and bolt to be enjoyably painful, or, painfully enjoyable. So yeah, masochist kink, i guess, compared to most other people? To me the 'oddest' thing is that I'm apparently _just_ a masochist, and not a sadist; somebody could be on their hands and knees, begging me to whip them or slap them, and I would not be able to do it, I'd actually just be purely angry that they were asking me to significantly hurt them. Like, I never completed GTA V, because when I got to the torture scene, I nearly vomited and feinted... I just quit at that point.