So I've been away for a while. I'm not the most social person in the first place, but these past few months have been particularly hard on my mental health and it's gotten increasingly difficult to connect with people, even my closest friends, and to create anything. I've recently been diagnosed with cPTSD and BPD, which haven't been too easy to swallow either, though I was heavily suspecting both these troubles. Sorry for the complaining, anyway I guess what I was trying to say is I miss interacting with the very nice people on here, I miss creating stuff, and I guess I wanted to say it somewhere. I've been trying not to take everything too seriously, including things as trivial as small talk or as personal as creating. Long rant not to say much in the end, thank you for reading my weird words, take care