Everyone wants people to dig themselves out of death and spit on you when you can't How dare anyone ask for help How dare anyone expect to be interconnected 100 People sending 2 would help me survive a day but everyone is out for themselves I keep hoping to do my work but I'm left behind all the time Just this morning I was daydreaming about sitting to stream again but 15 hrs later and I'm still struggling to even know where my family will be in a few hrs