idk i guess i just don't touch grass as often as i should because i prefer permanence in what i do vs. fleeting enjoyment. it feels a lot more fulfilling to work on the house vs. go do some "activity" because that work is permanent and i can go look at it every day if i want. it feels great to finish off a project vs. spend time at a restaurant or bar or something because that project is likely in line with the bigger picture.